Fall

Falling falling...
waiting to hit the floor

I cannot try anymore
I am so tired!

As I drift with a heavy speed
Hurling towards my end
I ask God a few questions

Am I supposed to feel so?
How can I stay positive
When the world gives me negative?

I question your choices
Just like you probably question mine.
What more am I supposed to do?

As I fall
Fall and fall more

I wonder if I should talk
Stay silent
Or scream

I don't know what to do
Where else to go
What solutions are lost in my mind
If I'm even capable of thinking the answer up

Sighing so heavy
Falling still
And I don't know when I'll land

If I'll die when I hit the ground
Will I bounce and bruise?
Would I have the strength to
Crawl onto my knees
Dust off the dirt...
And stand?

Let's wait and see
While I fall

Fall still...

Jibber-jabber and contemplations of the mind...
By Trishanna