Restart

Hi,

Trishanna here.  I still am the Girl who Likes to Cook and Loves to Eat.  That will never change.

But since the start of that blog, I realized I have grown and changed a lot.  The universe has handed me a new set of cards in this game of life and I think it's high time I started laying them on the table.

I couldn't think of a catchy name for this blog other than Poem, Stories and Jibber-Jabbers because that's what I call my writing.  I don't think there's anything formal about it, at least for me.  It just happens how and when it wants to.

I stopped contributing to the last blog in October of last year.  Life became what it did...hectic and uninspiring.  Food was down graded to survival and I couldn't find what I needed to in order to keep it going.  I still love food.  I will always write about it.  But I also realized I've grown and so has my inspiration.  It's not grown apart but grown differently than I expected.

My writing is a lot to do with solidifying a moment in my life, past, present or what I would hope to happen in the future.  Most of the time, it's because I'm overwhelmed with a multitude of emotions that no matter how much I think I can muscle through it without 'saying' anything, I inevitably write it.

Words utter truth even when you're telling a lie.  And we all lie.  We tell people we're fine when we're not.  We say yes, when we really want to say no.  We smile when we don't have a reason to because it is in our nature to communicate that we are balanced, level-headed, and content when frankly speaking, most of us are running through a variety of feelings all at the same time; from one extreme to another.  It's what makes us human in an ironic way.

We lie to ourselves so we can seem truly happy in front of others.  Yet everyone knows it, and we accept it in each other.  We just assume 'you're handling your shit' when you probably are crying out for someone to just 'get what you're saying.'

I'll say it now...I DO get what you're saying.  Even when you're never really going to say it.

So that's why I've restarted.  I'm here in hopes that in all of these poems, stories, jibber-jabbers and whatever else comes out of this coconut will resonate with you.  That you will get what I'm saying and know that you have someone who understands you and hopefully you'll understand me.

I will warn you, I may continue to rant on about food.  Like I said, I will always be "The Girl" but it's going to be more than that.  It will be randomness and so on's, it will be spiritual questions (not necessarily God), it may be sad, or hurt.  It could be funny or amusing.  I really can't predict.

But either way, it's new.  It's a restart and hopefully it leads to lovely things...

Take care and much love,
Trishanna

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